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Hello lovely, You mentioned that you had a website, so I went looking for it. Just wanted to say hello. Tom

So anyways.... I am on this singles site.. for us hopeless romantic military people and this freaky little kitten writes me. (Found out later it was my little devilish smile that I am so good at). Of course after checking out her profile my interest is perked. I mean... the poly lifestyle has always been an attraction, but try finding someone that makes you feel comfortable with it. Anways. Its a while until I write back. Dont ask why. Maybe it was an unconcious test. But thats probably bullshit. So I finally get off my ass and write this fiesty little cat back and POW! We are taking off like a bat outta hell. OK, now contrary to popular internet belief, Zoomie here is not out looking for love but actually just wanting to see the plethera of humanity that spends its time on the comp. Then outta no where... well, if you know her.....you know what I am talking about. Soul mates dont happen along very often ladies and gents so when it happens you better grab it by the balls, lasso that bitch and never let it go. *Restrings the lasso* So... where was I? Oh yes..... So, our darling (and by "our" you other two know who I mean) and I begin our relationship. Right off the start I feel something. "Nothing serious" I think, she is just really cool and I dig what she is laying on me. So we continue to talk. POW, BOOM BANG... Next thing you know I am on night shift. 2245 TO 0700 which works out well considering I am in Europe right? Perfect time for chatting. I get hooked up on Messenger and next thing you know we are having 7 hour conversations five days a week. I mean this woman and I cant stop talking. Everything is going swimingly until she tells me about heating up her Starbucks Frappuchino <-spelling? who cares... anyways... I knew then that I just couldnt deal with her. And I left. No seriously.... I think that is about the only thing we dont agree on in some way. Everythin else is rocking. OK, so I am currently high on coffee while I am writing this.. sue me.. you would be too if you were on this shift. So, have I told you how much I am now in love with her? Goddamn, I mean this girl has stolen my soul. I gave it up none to willingly you know? I like my soul.... but she was determined. Thats ok though cause I got hers in return. At least some of it. So, our relationship continues to grow. I honestly dont think it will ever stop. There is jsut too much to the both of us to really stop learning. Not to mention we are both changing constantly. She is slowly bringing me into the fold and her friends that I know are awsome. Flirting is so much fun. LOL Anyways, thats about it for now. Looking forword to our first meeting with the anticipation of a Virgin on Prom night. But folks lets get REAL. I love this woman. I will never stop loving this woman. Nuff said.

I have enjoyed your site. There is a lot a deep emotion here especially in your poetry. Another Celt Gaheris

Love the site. It is always interesting to get an honest glimpse into the life of another. Sorta like vicarious living. When time permits I'd love to chat about Celtic Recon with you.

Yeah baby, It was a cold and stormy night when the news came in; cathedral 7 had fallen, and that meant our hopes of a quick resolution to the confilct were dashed like a precious memories figurine upon the walls of a chasm. But even breathless, as I was, I knew somehow I never minded the stuggle, and win or lose, chicken or pork, one of brotherhoods of high protein meat would triumph, and it would be a lot of fun.

It was kick ass hanging with ya at ProgPower V!!! \m/ Ralf

Hey Lara! Was great to meet you at PP and hang out at least Saturday night. Next year get a room and stay for the whole party :) See you next year!

Wonderful site. You look wonderfully strong and dominant also! You deserve to be worshipped! Please let me know if I could ever be of some service! Vince Professor

Hey there...figured i'd write here a bit...nice to 'see' you after these, what is it, ten long years?? crazyness happens ya know? Just know that I found you !huzzah! and that I wish u well... please fill my mailbox @ AzrielFrost@softhome.net.. "and he said to the masses ' Go and I will be with you in spirit, for my body can continue no more'"

I must admit you are very much a freaky child! You might like fractal art. That's been my freakout obsession for years. All the best, Phil.

just want to compliment you on your site....very well done.

Uhm, Do I owe you a button or an image? Been a long time, and I know we spoke through email...let me know, please, and sorry if I have screwed up your well-laid out plans, you sly kitten, you...

P.S. Clarification... Why drama is our college phrase equivalent to... Why do people have to give you drama...not the other way around... Didn't look good. Or perhaps it's the meds. Much love, LAMmypants

Up too late....taking pain meds but can't sleep. Went to peek at Lara's site. MAN, some WEIRD people sign that guestbook of yours!!!! I saw your post. Why drama? LAMmy Pie

I just wanted to say that I think your site rocks. Simple, easy to follow layout, sweet mouseovers, and great pics...what more could someone ask for?

Hi Lara. Just thought I'd sign your book. Now you have to sign mine! =P

Damn she's a hot little freak. :> You poor bastards don't realize what yer missing! :)

Hello there...blew in here from LiveJournal's gothconvergence. You have a nice site...I'm looking forward to seeing the religion page when it is complete, because religion (particularly sociological aspects of it) fascinates me. Take care!

What a great site! I am so glad I "stumbled" across it! I wish I were as poetic and artistic as some of the people whose pages I have read. I will definitely return, for there are many more links I need to check out. :o)

Hey Lara you oddball! how are you? nature and life treating you well? sorry this is long and don't tell me about my bad grammer i am sleepy just got off work! i still get a good giggle reading your writings even if i am very quiet and in the past. maybe never to return. yet a dark angel spreads its wings to a higher glory after being torn apart slowly by the loves he has so goes the ever so wonderful ccle of life. your the sweet nurse who aided me to health yet left me to a cruel world where i got crushed again. but i still rise and will always. i might be old news but i will always shock and amaze. so goes the oddity of me. as strange as my tale is i try to clear it for humanity. yet i hide much i am open like a door to knowledge. i never severed our connection and won't i say this cause i care and won't stop so deal with the friend i have become. i know you don't need to be protected you are strong and full of life but i am always there watching waiting caring. now i know i am very different yet trust me i am 1 of a kind totally you might find others like me yet not a match. what you haven't known dear friend is i almost joined the worms in the ground many times. i didn't want you to worry or try to come beat sense into me. that and i wouldn't let you. i know who i am and what i am and no one can change that yet i understand few understand and fear the unknown but this is life. i am dark and light love and hate i am chaos sent to drift in life mostly alone but i came to terms with that... until the next blue moon or when i get time to bug you or unless you get some odd urge to get in touchi am around email is right with this post so i am not hard to find. as always i am in the shadows the dark which i prefer. maybe 1 day someone will understand me til then i live life. and dear why complain about people and humanity it is interesting and quite funny even ou and all people i meet entertaining life is. don't be scared of me now haha letting my silly artistic side flow. i long to enter the light to see you again dear goddess but my sweet sweet goddess i don't think it will do good since all think i focus on the past and i really don't.... well i miss you dear lost love friend of friends i do have a passion for our friendship even if it seems not to exist my main problem is i understood much yet held it in so i seemed not to understand sorry about that..... maybe i can make it up to you. yours truely forever in limbo trying to be poetic when i am not and loving those who don't want me around can't help it i just care and maybe things with all i know wouldn't be how they are if they knew the truth. but who am i to say... might scare you to meet me void of depression though i am not really a different person just don't hide as much as i used to. i hope to see you soon and to hear your angelic voice full of venom cause i am losing my hearing it seems. at least in 1 ear my right ear would explain it but this is already eons long bye bye for now dear fantasy and dammit be happy before i beat you silly like i used to do j/k.... love you always *still got the rose intact it is a symbol of an interesting tale that may someday continue. who knows! love you eternally my dear friend if you can't protect yourself good enough you lazy bum hehe j/k i am always there.

Great Website Hun, Loved the Vaction Pictures. What happen to the Old Guest Book? ;) Well, Ya always have something up yer sleaves, see ya around FreakyBabes =)

I like your site, you did a good job!

What can I say? I enjoy your site

Xa was here! x

Well I finally made it to your site,Its good I cant wait until I meet you next month,It will be fun! I think you need to keep Thorn in line he seems to be obsessed with me :P Take care

You sound like a very cool person.

Freaky: Cool web page. I've put it on my favorites. Goddess bless ya.

Just checkin out your Web site! C ya around! My footprint-->¢Ë

Hey Babe.. been a long time.. don't know if you even remember me but just wanted you to know I like your page very well :}. I am going to have to bid AOL adieu (actually am choosing to, just feels like I have to!) they have melted my 'puter down w/their instant updates one too many times!

Blessings,
Rachel

I think your web site is very hypmotizing and awsome. My friend sky (legend of the hawk) had your link and I wanted to see, and I am glad I did. If you ever want to write me, please do.

Very Groovy Site Freak :) I love your pages. Love Ya much *hugs* Bi!

Nice page Freak. I have been in the chat room for about a week and I like what you have to say. I agree on much. Your writing is beautiful! Hope to chat with you soon. BB Jayde

Been meaning to drop by for a long time....so glad I made it at last. I need to spend some time here lol, 'cos there's so much to see. Nice place :o)

Excellent Job there Freakchylde. Excellent job.

Peace
Me

it was nice to see someone use the internet for a good reason for a change love the links

Hey AWESOME site!

Love ya Freaky one!
::pouncenlix::
Jon

the site is great . sorry took so long to really look at it..... Always pam

hello very cool page blessings

Happy Birthday with a Cheshire Cat grin, my most beloved Min Fearthuinn. I love you deeply.

thank you

Hay my lill kitten just stoping in and checking thing's out ABSOLUTLY!! love your "pages" utterly amazing,

*Smiles*

::leaving her huge size 9-doc-marten-boot prints::

Freak-
Wondaba! The site is fantastic! You have done a really good job in putting it all together, and all of us are *very proud of you. 'Course it doesnt hurt that we get to drool over your pictures too.. (wait wait, I think I am suppose to be behaving here. ::chuckles, and winks:::)
Seriously though, this is great. Ontop of being a talented web mistress, you have been an incrediable friend and I dont know how I can ever thank you for that. So, thank you toots.
*Mwah!*
~ Sah
"and when things get worse, think.. at least you don't wear tights."

My widdle freaky deaky ::pinches cheeks:: Nice site. Now I just have to get myne up & Running...

Angel

Hey, I agree with your rantings. Stupid people are stupid...never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups...and now, I shall leave my favourite quote. "Love is blind. Because if it wasn't, I'd have to poke its eyes out." ~David Hric
~Amy~

I like, I like, I like my lill baby kitty

Greetings Freak,
I thoroughly enjoyed reading your lovely words, so full of passion. You truly are a gifted writer, and I send you my love and light. Keep up the spirit and the moon will always shine down on you!

you seem to be very intersting person would liketo chat soem time until then bodiacious blessings
edward

This is quite an interesting site. The poetry is delightful and powerful, while the "rantings" remind me of some of the things my friends and I might say. Blessed Be Grassa. (ps I remember Eisenhower as president.)

hi my name is stephanie and this web page was fun

This is a very awesome website (then again it's coming from a fellow Goth). anyways, I'll see ya in AAW when I see ya.
Merry Part and Blessed Be

I really like your poetry, it's deep and mysterious. I write some myself and am always on the look for people whose verse compare to mine in some way.

nice page ,cool poetry and links
steve

Nice page! Just thought I'd leave a note to let you know I've been here. Love the poetry!
Raven

It looks like it's gonna be a hit sweet's. Have fun, and hope to see you soon.

I like the site, Post more Poetry!!

I quite Enjoy your poetry Chylde. I understand your expression. Words mean nothing now. ;)